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Get Out Of My Fucking Head.

Phew, I feel like I've hardly had a chance to sit down and collect my thoughts lately. School started last week, and I can tell that this semester is going to be a tough one. I really need to get my head clear from all of my personal drama and just hash out these next couple months for school. My English class is definately going to be one that I'll be struggling in. My teacher is an awesome douchbaggy kind of guy, but I can respect him even though he makes the class intimidating. I've always been good in English, but this semester I don't think I'll be anywhere as successful in this class. Pray for me, haha.
I'm taking Western Civilizations, and this class is going to be the reason why I go to school on a morning. I can't wait for this class to fully kick in! I love ancient history and all the wars that went on in order to make our world the way it is now, ^_^ it's going to be great.
On a dramatic note, my friend and I were cut-throat last Wednesday. So much bullshit has been revolving around my friends lately, and we're all just pointing fingers at ourselves instead of trying to resolve it. Friend A decided to yell at me in class and outside of class because I skipped out on Friend B's birthday party. Granted, Friend B didn't come to my birthday, which was a day before hers, and Friend A is all on my nutts because she thinks I'm the one not trying to formulate a friendship. So, I went to Friend B and told her we needed to talk (I just wanted to show Friend A that I'm trying on my part to keep the friendship alive, even though I've all but given up on the both of them) and she told me she'd give me a call Sunday night. And what happens?!? Friend B decides to go see Inglourious Basterds instead of having a sit-down with me and hashing things out. So, all I can say is, "fuck both of them."

Ahhh. It's nice to just talk about it without the estrogen flying and people getting emotional. :)

Haha, I loved the responses on Preppy Girls: Step Away From The Converse. Boy oh boy, some girls can really get defensive when they're a topic of conversation. I love heated discussions. When they're spoken in the right manner (ie, not turning catty) they can bring out valid arguments to both sides of a story, and people have the ability to understand both sides more accurately. However, I do have a problem when some people just like to name-call instead of making a point to their rebuttle. To me, I think those said persons are just looking for a confrontation. Do they not expect the insulted person to retaliate? I mean, really? They have no filter when it comes to what they think and what they type on the screen. But, maybe that's the twisted joy they get out of life.

Other than that, today has been boring, for the most part. I had my few little kicks with angry bitches trying to fight against my opinion, which is quite useless. Thou may breaketh but shall not bend thee, motherfuckers. I can't really complain, I was enjoying it ever so slightly. *evil grin.*

Off to work again, tomorrow. I'm getting so impatient with my checks. I've been working almost a month and I've only gotten paid 44 dollars for my first 2 weeks. I'm ready for real money coming in, dammit! I haven't had any real income for almost 9 months now. I want my checks!! :(. I want to get out of this damn house and move back in with my boyfriend. *gasp.* we found this really nice apartment we're looking into, and oh my god it's quite beautiful. If we get it, I'll definately post some pictures for the random people who wander onto my end of xanga to look at. It's very swanky, for being so inexpensive. ^_^ eek. I can't get too excited about it though, we might not qualify to be residents, and that would be a sad day if I got my hopes up.

Okie, I think I'll go to bed now. Two posts in two days isn't bad, is it?

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